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08:02 Oct 31 2008
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06:33 Oct 30 2008
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Here is a picture of me and that gay guy. XD



We looked awesome. He ended up winning the costume contest.

05:46 Oct 30 2008
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I had a BLAST tonight. My date was a gay guy.



The guy that I was supposed to meet up with couldn't make it so I hung out with a gay guy all night.



Took an awesome picture that will be my halloween avatar. I'll get it up tomorrow.



:D

23:40 Oct 29 2008
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I'm a ZOMBIE



Not really



I look pretty funky right now though.



I'll have pictures.

06:31 Oct 29 2008
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So I'll be going as a pin-up zombie tomorrow night.



I figure my fairy costume I have isn't appropriate enough. I mean my whole rear end hangs out. >.>



I'm thinking I'll just leave my hair down and rock the dress and make-up thing. *nods*



I'm sort of scared to go. I haven't been out in a while like this. Almost a year it seems.



So this ought to be fun.

21:15 Oct 28 2008
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I think I have a date tomorrow.



o.o



What did I just get myself into...

16:37 Oct 28 2008
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You said you would be there for everything.



Why is it when I cried out you didn't hear me?



Why did you ignore me?



Did that change?



And when did it change?



*bangs head against the wall*



GAH

05:27 Oct 28 2008
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*beams*



I'm happy.



So I'm going to head to bed so I don't ruin it.



:D

19:15 Oct 27 2008
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My elbow is purple and brown.



Eww

15:48 Oct 27 2008
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*sigh*



I hate being woken up to idiots POUNDING the fucking wall over and over.



-.-

22:40 Oct 26 2008
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Nothing is better then having a friend just randomly message you to remind you that the force needs no lube.

15:54 Oct 26 2008
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I think I should clarify the whole flying statement from last night.

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As of about a week and half ago me and John went on a break. Meaning I am free to explore myself and vice versa. I am technically single yet I am still attached at the heart. If that even makes sense.



Because of this I have been in and out of things, my depression has kicked in a few times and I haven't been feeling all too great.



For the past few days I have been talking to this guy that I have had a crush on for about a year now. He works with me, just he is a flying zombie. (He is on a bungee cord and flies out into the crowd.)



Well he normally goes through my house at the end of the night and one night he grabbed my neck and dragged me (The reason I twisted my knee). Well yesterday I was sitting and talking with him. Before I left to go get ready I asked him if he was going to go to Village Inn with us after work and he mentioned that he wished he could go. Apparently he wanted to flirt more with another girl in my house. I told him how that hurt me inside and he grabbed me close for a hug and nibbled on my ear real fast and then told me to get going.



I was floating the whole first and second shifts I was on set. By the third/fourth/fifth I was so hyped up on candy that I didn't care.



Then my last shift came around and he decided to go through the house. No one else was with him and he grabbed me and pulled me into the corner. Next thing I knew we kissed and I heard people coming. I managed to scare them and turn into a noodle.



I'm talking with him on myspace, I'll probably call him later. But it sure is nice to have someone do that when you are feeling just a bit out of the game LOL



Plus everyone, including John, could see this one coming.

07:33 Oct 26 2008
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To float through the first part of my night was amazing.



To actually fly in that last part was even better.



Fucking ninja zombies.



XD

08:18 Oct 24 2008
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*yawn*



Had a long night at work.



Ended up twisting my knee badly all because someone *shifty eyes* dragged me off to give me a huge hug while I was on set. I ran back to scare a group of people and my scare consisted of me sliding, my foot twisting, and me yelling "Oh SHIT"



It worked..They freaked out.



And then I limped through the last 15 minutes of the night. NOT FUN.



So rest and pain killers. Hopefully I can handle tomorrow and Saturday night.



:D

PRIVATE ENTRY
04:09 Oct 23 2008
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03:21 Oct 23 2008
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It has been a long time coming but.....



I'm happy tonight.



No complaints. Nothing but smiles from me.



Don't ask. It doesn't have an explanation.

19:26 Oct 22 2008
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Dreams have been escaping me. I know I have thoughts when I sleep. Mainly of colors.



I see purples, blues, and the occasional red. I have an idea as to what they were but I only see the colors.



I think I know why I remember the colors only. If I remember the face I would feel guilty about those dreams. But how can I feel guilty about dreaming? I don't control what goes on when I sleep.



Yeah, this is starting to sound like a bunch on nonsensical matter.



Blah

02:27 Oct 22 2008
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Happiness?



Yeah I haven't felt that in a while now. Should it be an obligation to feel happy?



I would hope so. Though I'm not too worried about it. Happiness for me will come soon enough.



Not today, maybe not tomorrow, but someday it will come.

21:28 Oct 21 2008
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Treacle made this for me. We work together in the same haunted house and after seeing her trashcan ninja graphic I had to have one for me. XD



It is featured on my profile as well.

20:15 Oct 21 2008
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Have you ever felt like you were being pushed away?



And then had that one thing to bring you back in?



Yeah that just happened to me.



It has been happening a lot lately.



:/

02:38 Oct 20 2008
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I hate my family...



IT IS MY LIFE



Leave me alone.....





-.-

16:40 Oct 19 2008
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I think I am going to go have sushi tonight.



I don't feel like eating at home and I have the extra cash. It all depends on what happens tonight.



I have had a long week. I just don't know anything anymore.



Work has been rough, coming home from my trip about killed me.



We had almost 30,000 people in the park on Thursday evening. That is normally the slowest day of the week. >.>



I'm frustrated, in more ways then one.



My music is helping me get lost in thought. And I almost don't want to come back. My head hurts, my body is screaming in pain.



I am just a mess.

PRIVATE ENTRY
08:33 Oct 18 2008
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04:29 Oct 16 2008
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Ok, It is official. These people know how to eat. I mean I don't normally like slaw but after having it on a burger and then on a BBQ sandwich....MMMMMMMM



Today was a little different. I helped out with my cousins and met a few more of my family. Then sat at home playing cards.



I go back home tomorrow. I'm sort of sad and excited at the same time. I dont' know what to feel.

06:14 Oct 15 2008
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I have access to a computer for tonight so I'm going to give an overview of my trip so far.



Sunday: I flew in after having a delay at Charolette. Got to see my family for the first time in a long time. Met a friend from Dofus (No not my Vonneh) And had a cookout.



Monday: Went shopping with my grandmom. Got a whole bunch of clothes, had fun and baby sat my twin cousins. Ended up eating dinner at a really cool place.



Tuesday: Went and saw a movie. (For the love of your brain do not see Quarintine) Hung out with my family and went to a fair. I also had the best burger ever. I l♥ Carolina style burgers. Who would have thought all that would taste good together.



Tomorrow....Who knows?

19:52 Oct 11 2008
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Got my fedora on and I'm ready to go.



I'll see you guys in a week or so.



*hugs*

08:26 Oct 11 2008
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A few tips for those of you going to a Haunted house this year.



1) Don't try to scare the actors. They will jump back out of instinct. Not because they are scared but because they don't want to get hit. It isn't funny either. That shit hurts.



2) If you get some retarded light up toy at the event, turn that shit off in the house. It blinds the actors and it really looks stupid.



3) Don't bang on the walls. It can really annoy people and ruin the mood for the rest of people.



4) Please don't point out the scares to other people. It gets really annoying to see people ruin it for the others.



5) Don't try and scare your friends. That is our job. We get paid to do it not you.



I'll add to this later. :)

08:10 Oct 08 2008
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For the girls

04:04 Oct 06 2008
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New avatar. :)



Shows my new piercing and my new shirt. ;)



I have gotten so many compliments on that shirt already. And guys wanting to apply to be a zombie.

09:39 Oct 04 2008
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If another drunk person grabs my tit at work I'm going to shove my prop where the sun will never shine and turn it sideways.



-.-



30+ people got to feel my tit. It is dark and I can't make a good description for the cops so nothing can be done about the grab and runs.



*yawn*



Ni ni VR

09:23 Oct 01 2008
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You know regardless of what style of music an original song is, the original is always better.



This goes for Jonathon Davis' cover of the song "Got Money".



I'm sorry but it is better done by Lil Wayne. :/



(Same thing about One. Jeebus it is one thing to cover a song once or twice, but don't over do it.)

07:44 Oct 01 2008
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